why don't i accept?

i have to see this life
as others eyes...

i have to do
what others analyse..

i have to think
what others remind..

i have to walk
towards other's behind..

i have to feel
as other's soul..

i have to say behind
others voice..

i have to make that
only what other's choice..

why don't i accept?

i have to live my life
without myself..

i have to keep apart..me..
from my self..

i have to accept it..

yes..i have to accept it...

yes,i accept...it's me only..without MYSELF